Keeping it together
Aug. 24th, 2018 02:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ricelily"Ugh" doesn't begin to describe the current mindset. I'm internalizing all the frustration that's coming with the job search. I hate to say that I'm "losing heart" but it certainly feels like it.
Tatas is still in the Philippines and won't be back until early September and she's dealing with her own stresses over there.
I'm feeling impatient even though I know I need patience. Patience with the webcomic that's been ever so slowly trying to kick back up. The summer heat and overall worry about the VERY APPARENT climate change repercussions had stifled my drive to do anything and it's just a vicious cycle .
I know that I started out really hopeful when school ended and there was time to concentrate on personal work but I'm wearing down.
I'm aching to go back to ice skating but I'm waiting out to sign up for the school sessions to access the rink for free public skate. I can tell I've gotten rusty and need to start from the beginning to get my barrings.
I'm just ranting. Nothing more. The frustration needs to come out somehow.
Tatas is still in the Philippines and won't be back until early September and she's dealing with her own stresses over there.
I'm feeling impatient even though I know I need patience. Patience with the webcomic that's been ever so slowly trying to kick back up. The summer heat and overall worry about the VERY APPARENT climate change repercussions had stifled my drive to do anything and it's just a vicious cycle .
I know that I started out really hopeful when school ended and there was time to concentrate on personal work but I'm wearing down.
I'm aching to go back to ice skating but I'm waiting out to sign up for the school sessions to access the rink for free public skate. I can tell I've gotten rusty and need to start from the beginning to get my barrings.
I'm just ranting. Nothing more. The frustration needs to come out somehow.
